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吐吐吐
然后就发烧了 也不敢去医院 怕被隔离 好在现在烧退了 但是人还是不舒服 出去半年到没怎么生病 一回来就折腾 也许是太累了 整日出去 走了好多路 真额切列 下个礼拜还要去酒店实习几天 其实就是去意思意思的 然后星期6的飞机就要走了 阿 想到又要做这么久的飞机 人好像更不舒服了 在家的日子挺无聊的 除了睡觉，看电视，上网 还能干吗 电视也不怎么要看了 想好要回来大吃特吃的 但是没有食欲呀 然后今天又这么一折腾 更不想吃东西类 想回去 想很久类 就是想读书 那样的日子很充实 然后和朋友们好好享受瑞士的夏天 第三个学期 有时间就去旅行吧 第三个学期结束后 就要去实习了 那会是一段很苦的日子 希望得到一个好点的酒店！ 下次什么时候回来 再说吧  |
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To b honest, i still miss her.
From time to time, whenever i was in switzerland or here, missing badly. The relationship between us is finished though, i always wonder how she is. Today i tried to find some clues about her but failed, like every time. Thats fine, iv already used to it. I guess ill never forget her cos the history is sooooooo impressive. Last night, i talked to Livy for quite a long time, deeply. We exchanged the attitude of love and no surprise we hav alot in common. We both dont wana always b with gf/bf, both of us c privacy important. I like his personality but i just refused him twice. y? Different culture, different background, different colour. haha Once we chat, we can speak three or four hours, metioning everything to know each other further. Becos talking frankly, we found that Im a little play girl and hes a big play boy. So he said "We can play to each other and hav fun" No no, not yet. I used to be alone and enjoy the feeling between boys. yup, im not a so good girl, not traditional either. I know who i am. I wont easily become someones gf, never ever. XD |
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回家的感觉？
没有感觉 整理行李的时候，觉得好烦啊 因为要把所有的东西都打包放到储藏室去 从学校出发的时候，有点�� 昨天晚上虽然没有去喝term2的最后一杯酒没有去玩 但是也没有早睡，早上一醒来就忙着check out 没有停歇 坐着回家的飞机，心情平静 这次还好12个小时，没有去的时候那么夸张 但还是挺累的 一下飞机，热啊！ 我看爸妈也没有激动吗 一切都很平静，反倒有点奇怪 这几天效率很高，把衣服买齐了 有些该办的事情也办好了 想想三个礼拜 其实也挺短的 所以事情都抓紧着办呗 还有我的那件心头大事啊 快点了了得了！ 同学是一个都还没见 不知道大家都怎样了内 |
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Who am i ? Thats a secret i even dont know.
I just finished my service for a wedding aperitif. It was not busy but hard. I've held a tray with glasses of white wine, red wine, orange juice, ice tea, cola and water for 2 hours and after that i couldnt move my left arm anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! Once finished the duty i went back my room and started studying immediately. While i am reviewing BEV, I am taking a beer. My face now totally ture red. 2 hours later, i'm going to pub to drink tequila, which is a liqueur. Yes, I like drinking but I'm not an alcoholic. Livy, who is the supervisor this term, is leaving because he has finished his intership in our school. I knew him just 3 months before but i feel close to him. One of the reason maybe due to my ex-boyfriend. They're good friends. Actually, because my ex-boyfriend, i knew some good guys. Next Wednesday, i am going to drink as well because candy is leaving. She will go to have her training and its not easy for us to see each other conviniently because when she finish her internship, I will be on my training. Thats the life here. We just become friends and then one of us is leaving..... Cindy is leaving and perhaps come back after half a year. what she is going to face to is so terrible. I'm really worrying about her. one more thing is that after my puppy love i found i dont care about the first love but why i've kept it so long? I dont care about the first kiss, either. I know i'm not traditional, but i dont know i'm so..... Who am i ? Absolutely out of ur imagination |
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以前都不是太喜欢一个人的，喜欢和朋友在一起
最近默默的发现 我是个讨厌热闹的人 人一多，就想离开，找个安静的地方 （当然喝酒的时候例外，人越多越好玩啦） 一个人看看书听听音乐睡睡觉 那种女生聚在一起聊天的情况 真的无聊 别人的事情和我无关 不过大家都喜欢和我说事情 有时候听听八卦当做饭后谈资也是有点意思的 但是！ 一直粘着我 没事就来找我 霸占着我的时间 有点反感 以前都没有发现 原来我也是个独立的孩子 那种吃个饭也一定要找个伴，累哇 那种去找老师一定要人陪的人，累哇 虽然我们的文化是喜欢群居的 但是身处国外学会一个人是必须的 现在在学校还好 马上就要去实习了 每个人的工作环境都不一样的，也不在一起 那时候要怎么办？！ 独立一点好不好！ 之前是没有那个环境吧 我就喜欢一个人呆着 大多数情况下 有时还是要串串门喝喝酒联络联络感情 人与人之间始终是需要距离的 君子之交淡如水 这样很好 所以说我现在的状态还不适合谈恋爱 我还是要自由 还是要喝酒要玩 心没有办法为一个人静下来 或者说是还没有碰到那个让我甘愿静下来的人 从开始到分手，2个月 还真像是我干的事，风风火火 不过生活需要魄力 我还需要一点理智一点沉稳一点耐性 但是又怎样 20岁，还年轻 生活是要充满激情 正是在这种风风火火中我会慢慢理智沉稳耐性起来 |
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